It's not like I Threw it Away - The Reason why there are Unfinished Manga - Toru Fujisawa

Released in the early 2010s, this collection serves as a reflective memoir and analytical commentary by Toru Fujisawa, the acclaimed mangaka best known for Great Teacher Onizuka. The work emerged from a period of professional introspection, intended to address the persistent public and editorial curiosity regarding several of his projects that remained incomplete or saw sudden shifts in serialization. It functions as a candid bridge between the creator and his readership, offering a rare look into the structural and personal pressures inherent in the Japanese manga industry.

The design and narrative approach reflect Fujisawa’s trademark blend of self-deprecating humor and blunt honesty. Rather than acting as a simple list of excuses, the book investigates the complex creative, scheduling, and health-related hurdles that can derail a long-running series. It was received by fans as a sincere, if informal, attempt to provide closure for unfinished narratives, and it stands as a significant primary source for those interested in the realities of mangaka life behind the scenes.